Victory Over Chaos

March 23, 2019

Apparently I write advice to myself also.

John Handley High School

Journal Entry: 07/26/2009 @ 2344

There is a thin line between absolute order and absolute chaos. One cannot exist without the other in this world. Absolute order is nothing but total control and absolute chaos is total lack of control. Why am I writing this? vThere are rumors of a New World Order rising. Do I believe this exists? Yes. To me, the term “new world order” seems exactly as it sounds; order of the world that has never been seen before. Order or control cannot be taken. You may disagree and say they might kill you if you don’t give them control.

Matthew 10:27-31 – “Whatever I tell you in the dark, speak in the light; and what you hear in the ear, preach on the housetops. 28 And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.29 Are not two sparrows sold for a copper coin? And not one of them falls to the ground apart from your Father’s will. 30 But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.

They can kill your body but they can’t kill your spirit unless you let them. If you are scared of what is to come in the future then you have already given up control of your spirit. If you are sitting down whispering to one another, you are fearful; whether you realize it or not. Stand up and shout out your demands. I AM a great warrior. I AM light and you will not take it away I AM love and not fear. YOU CANNOT KILL ME because I AM protected. When you lose control of where and who you are, you are on your way to chaos. If you define yourself with how  much money you have then who are you when all your money is gone? If you define yourself by you job, then who are you when your job is gone? We are being thrown into chaos because we have lost sight of what is important. Jesus is alive. He is not on the cross. He is not in the tomb. Come to Him and let go of this life – Avoid: Corrupted Half-life Aimed Opposite Salvation

Declare: Valiant Inclination Choosing Triumph Over Regret by YaHWeH

God’s order or the world’s order? One can’t stay in the Valley of Decision forever. No decision at all is a decision in itself. Life or death? Jesus Christ is Life; anything else is death.

Death is chaos; Life is victory. Turn your hearts back and let Jesus lead the way. Amen.


Today: It is obvious we all have different opinions regarding our faith. I just want to make it perfectly clear that I wish no ill will on anyone. My number one goal is for each of us to make up our own fucking minds on what the fuck we believe in individually. I don’t give a fuck what anyone thinks about what I have written here. I now more than know that the Hosts of Heaven is rocking behind and going before me.

~Alicia R. Shipe~